A thing called love.

".. I'm a nobody until I was talked about; You know you love me .." - Gossip Girl

xoxo, Sery Danceholic

Thursday, April 27, 2006 @ 9:33 PM

*// Sweetsound of love.

He makes me feel secure...
When I'm phuck-ed due to paranoia

He makes everythin flow smoothly...
When I kept on goin' wit ma never endin rants

He makes e effort to listen what I hafta sae...
When I didn't even realize he haf otha agenda to attend to

He makes me smiles & say indirectly that evrythin's fine...
When I screw up an inch of ma lyfe

He gives me confidence to stand on ma two feets...
When I felt lousy & useless

He gives me love I neva had...
When I noe dat otha men can gimme, only love

He loves me e wrong way...
When I thot dat I'm always ryte

He keep things from me...
When I always get mad over lil' things

He looks up to me...
When I'm actuali way down below

He neva be what I want... Cos he's all that I need.
Wantin is to haf perfection & lose it sumdae.
Needin is to complete dis imperfection perfectly forever.

If you found sumone lyke dat, he's worth keepin.
Thank God, I've found him.

Hope sumhow it open ur heart to realize,
Dat even e simplest thing is worth keepin.
Cos' wen he/she is gone foreva,
It's sad.
Wen you finali knew, he/she is e one Allah destine to b togetha.
Neva lose a chance to sae "I Love You" to he/she.
It myte juz b anotha three words,
But may work wonders.
Insyallah.

P.S
It's gona b darn hectic week till next Saturdae.
Psst... Ma hopelessly romantic date wit Chucks.
Will update soon ayte.
Juz a lil' sumthin to occupied ur tyme.
Ponder upon it peeps while I'm blissfully gone.
Juz buzz me cos I'm still here.
Still kickin.
Juz busy-ness crept by.

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@ 7:22 PM

*// In love with a dancer.

A melancholic whisper to ma deary Nurul Ain.
Read ur bloggy & sum mishaps occurred.
Totali feel ur plight.
Be strong ayte.
Im juz a fon kol awae anytyme if you need me.
I feel solemn bout ur grandma warded.
In any wae, I may tag along wit you go visit her?
Take care sweetheart.

" Ya Allah, gives ultra strength fo her to pull thru dis ordeal. Bein close to her heart lemme feel e pinch too. I love her. Bless her & e family wit gewd health. Let her fo once feel e bliss she always deserve. Amin. "

Vewi pissed todae. Period.
Im havin ma service fundamentals trainin.
Yet it's ma off dae.
But e best part, I was informed bout it at 11am wen e thingy starts at 9am.
How pathetic & inefficient.
Not even ma roster indicates anythin bout dis shiet.
*take a deep breath*

Had a short blab wit pwincess Dee.
Make e skin nicey nice fo me k?
I haf faith in you.
Remember, I dun get angry la.
But, I do bites. Hehe.
I owe you one darlg! Tenqiu beri nice.

And a vewi Happy Weddin to e Newlyweds.
Queen Ianna's elder sista dat is.
May you & ur hubby live in marital bliss.
Smoga berkekalan hingga ke akhir hayat.
Insyallah.

Wen will ma glorious dae cum?
*deep in thots*

Wow! Two days off seems lyke forever.
Start to miss ma crap-mates at work.
Anyhoo, Hub3 will b hell break loose tomoro.
Cos im wit ma partner-in-crime, Watie.
Can't wait to go retail therapy on Saturdae.
Wit bof Suria & Aiyda.
Did I forget Faisal? Oops.
How did he cum to e picture? *evil grinz*

His love kept me sealed wit a smile.
Head over heels fo him.
On bended knees.
I shall await till dat dae, wit much patience.
Not even love can describe dis sensation.
So deep!
Congrats Chucks fo e promotion.
Dat's mean more responsibility ryte?
And, more income. Ahaks!
And more hectic schedule uh?
Ur wifey is so kewl bout it.
Im sure you're well prepared.
I always lend ma listenin ears fo ur daily rants.

:.`busy rumblin wit feroz aka e wakrak policeman`.:
P.S Get well soon dok! Jgn madang chowkeng je.
Kaki tu main asset of a footballer.
Dun abide it while you got too driven wit e ball.

On e otha side, smile always peeps.
May Allah watch over you.

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Wednesday, April 26, 2006 @ 2:02 PM

- Stoned. Dreamy. Make a wish! -

- Geeky retailers camwhorin -

- Lesbo partner, Meiling -

- A second of formality *bluergh* -

- Bietches Inc @ Spicez -

- Caption tees are total dope -

*// Im your wifey, it's all dat matters.

Der's too many encounterin heartbreaks of late. I wen thru lotsa those hassles in e past. But, wen e feelin is not der... No point hangin on! If you try hard enuf & still fail, it's tyme to let go. It takes two hands to clap. It's always easier said den done, I noe. But, Allah set things dat wae cos he got betta proposal fo you in future. He noes best. Trust me!

Equally love is so in e air fo e others. Sound cliche ryte? But love makes e world go round. Nobody dares to sae "love sucks" cos deep down all of us wana b loved & feel loved. Be true to yourself. If you love sumone, never breaks his/her heart cos you mite neva noe he/she mite leave you foreva. Treasure evry moment peeps. You neva noe he/she mite b e world to you.

As fo me, im oh-so in love wit e beautiful souls aroun me. Dey neva fails to lift me up wen im ditch. Thou we may b busy & not in sight, e thots is enuf to keep us stronger as days cum & go. To dem who broke ma heart, no hatred frm me. Appreciation fo makin me stronger den ever.

Ma latest addiction, Nokia 6280.

P.S. Khairul... We shall try e 3G thingy soon. Chucky gona go mad. Hehe.

Words can't describe how much I love you Momma.

Hirok Pikoks, you're e best thing dat ever happen in ma lyfe.

Thanxs fo always catchin me wen I fall Sengal Clan.

To e Bietches Inc, we mayb new fo dis thing call "friendship" but you haf enlighten ma evridaes in ma ups & downs.

Dearest hubby Chucky, I'm proud to b ur wifey.

Nurul Ain, ma endless love fo you will neva run dry.

You deserve a standin ovation cos you've always been der fo me, Niza.

All e Animal Encounters whom treat me lyke their own.

I miss e menjengness of Ianna aka Mama Vogue & her pure cuteness Dini.

Always standin by me fo two years & countin - Saffie.

Even you broke ma heart & shed so much tears you always b ma friend cos' I noe you fo e longest in ma lyfe, Syaril.

Psst AJ, im gona turn back to you. Ur e best fashion designer filled wit patience. Endurin to ma fussy-ness. *innocent look*

To ma high skewlmates, totali missed those kick-a*s moments we had. Dun b a missin puzzle in ma lyfe.

See how much you complete ma world. Witout ur love, ma lyfe is incomplete. Im blessed. Alhamdulila. Love is not bout one person but those who've make you whole. Acceptin ur imperfection perfectly. Till e dae ma lyfe is thru, I promise to keep all of ya fo eternity.

:.` Dear Allah, now ma days r back on track. Bring me & all of dem above awae frm any mishaps. Filled their days wit smiles & butterfly kisses. Bless us wit gewd health to our rip age. Lemme b in blissed wit dem. Amin.`.:

I will survive e past.

I will survive fear.

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Sunday, April 23, 2006 @ 7:06 PM

"It's mind over matta...
I dun mind & you dun matta"

Copycat alert! Ms Whutever......
Bein a ripper, rippin sumone's phrase is so wrong!
It doesn't make you pwetty at all.
Feel e pinch Bitch?
Words can kill. But, you deserve it!
You shud noe yaself betta.
Juz kiss ma a*s. Urgh-ness!
*middle finger up*

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Monday, April 17, 2006 @ 3:42 PM

*// Take ma hand & never let go.

Ma daily lyfe revolves similarly each dae.
Early wakeups. Work till late. Supper.
Slumber as soon I reach ma crib.
Im so in need of a booze.
Here I am bummin in ma bed.

Oh yes! A new hairdo. *smirks*
Im quite satisfy wit e outcome.
Easy to manage & out-of-bed style as usual.
Cos dey sae, it look so me. Hmm.
Help me irene! It supose to b sumthin else ryte?
But, wat e heck!
Uuu, eila darlg... It didnt turn out e wae I wan it to b.
Sedih nah la.

All ma colleagues plus chucks were in huge curiousity.
Dey're wonderin deep in thots.
SURPRISE!

Yesterdae, e bietches wen bietchin at musical fountain.
E laser thingy was dope!
Had a delightful meal at pastamania.
Thou we're feelin pwetty much dazed.
Grey clouds coverin our blue sky.
No matta wat, aiyda you belongs in our hearts.

Tok-ed to chucks bout it.
Didn't realize I start cursin vigorously witout fullstops.
Sorie hubz. You noe I rarely get mad.
But wen I do, its totali eerie.
Send shivers to ur spine ryte?
*blow a kiss to muhammad shahril*

Goin MOS on thursdae wit deary niza.
It's her burfdae. Gona b a blast.
Wen gurls let loose, its always sheer bliss.
Anyone care to join? Buzz me.

Ma hanker fo dis month r mostly accomplished.
But wat's left are:
Huge dosage of wicked angels
A romantic date wit nurul ain
All-nite long lepak-in session wit sengal clan

Mission accomplished:
Dinner blast wit e bietches - dinner at spicez, movie treat at PS & supper at pastamania. Spend most of ma daily dose wit dem.
A tinch of sentimental pamper by him - *it's between him & me*
Stress-free party - goin bonkers on dancefloor @ MOS.
New hanfon wit ma $100 voucher - Nokia 6820.
New hairdo - Surprise! Hirok pikok ceritfied.

Haf a gweat week ma lovely ones.
May God watch over you.

:.`in bliss of our marriage`.:
P.S. Marriage sound so kewl sudenli. May Allah destine us, as wat we always plan to be. Forever, you stay in ma heart.
Amin.

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Wednesday, April 12, 2006 @ 2:37 PM

*// Mould our heart togetha.

Whatta sham! Dat aidil wen NS yet can go hme evridae.

12days of intensive trainin.

And, pass out soon afta.

He's gona sit behind desk bein a clerk.

How easy can his life be. *hits ma head*

Wakrak ah lu mat SCDF.

Im so blessed to haf wonderful souls aroun.

Who neva fails to check on me.

Bestie zaki, I appreciate it alot.

And, firas thanxs fo acknowledgin ma daily routine thru e web.

As fo hezri, dun forget a big spread fo me if u get e job. Juz kiddin. I'll b more den glad to help a fren in need.

A short msn wit ma senorita is so worthwhile. *muacks*

No words can explain.

Due to e postpone of our pay, I gotta cum dwn on ma off dae to collect e cheque.

Lucky fo me deary watie is aroun to company me.

So much fo wantin to go hme afta dat.

Got caught up wit e animal encounter rehersals.

As late as 7pm you see.

A bunch of hardworkin lads & a chica dey're.

Cant bare to leave her alone so, I followed to harborfront.

And waited fo chucky.

Had a simple yet hopelessly romantic dinner date.

It was all bout laughters thruout.

Tryin to b an original married couple. Hehe.

I actuali told dat chicken rice guy who been huntin fo fon numba, "Im married".

As fo chucky, he smiled cheekily.

Now, anotha task to refrain frm e trapizza guys.

Will do wat I gotta do.

Thanxs aniwae fo e large pan of pizza.

Didn't expect it comin.

Psst... However, it goes to e stomaches of e animal encounter.

Im sure it taste gewd cos its free!

Duh-ness.

Hubby, I da bayarkn duit hantaran pat hameed.

Our tok kadi tkda lesen.

Mintk duit da mcm tailong.

I up kan our dowry twice of wat he asked fo.

So, jgn nk bnyk songeh.

We're officially married. Ahaks!

Had anotha blissful dinner wit suria & khairul.

Dey physco-ed me well enuf dat I took bus 30 wit dem.

Hehe. You guys did a gweat job.

Afta khairul alighted, a nyonya sang so loudly.

Hmm, sound lyke those songkah thingy.

Got bof of us shocked.

But, we end up laughin out loud & dancin in e bus.

Lepak uh sak.

Poor suria havin e flu bug all over her.

Get well soon.

It seems ma chest hurts alot afta dat downfall.

Can't thank dat sweet tram driver enuf.

Ironically,ma pain on e left & chucky's on e rite.

All e giggles wit irene, shoutout to dem.

Yada yada.

It added to e pain on ma chest.

I will survived.

May God bless your soul.

:.` Ice Age II here I cum`.:

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Thursday, April 06, 2006 @ 2:37 PM

*// Deeper thru your veins.

Warm greetin to all ma fellas!
It's quite sumtyme I last updated.
Busy is e word to express evrythin.
Runnin errands.Gosh!
My days haf all been bout work.
Bietches. Him. And e rest.

Ferst & foremost, ma deepest gratitude to dearest nadya.
On her late grandma's lost.
Semoga rohnya dicucuri rahmat. Insyallah.
On a betta account, at least her two years of sufferin ended.
She'll be in bliss.
As fo you, stay strong aite. Love ya darlg.
Sesuatu yg hidop, akan bertemu ajal jua akhirnya.

Ma hanker fo dis month:
Huge dosage of wicked angels
A romantic date wit nurul ain
All-nite long lepak-in session wit sengal clan
Dinner blast wit e bietches
A tinch of sentimental pamper by him
Stress-free party
New hanfon wit ma $100 voucher
New hairdo

Sorie ya. Haf yet to receive e dnd pixs.
So much fo e effort to send, e file is too big dat decided to burn into cd fo me. How sweet. Thanxs dedel.
Still waitin frm sunny too.
Sadly, I felt so bad dat wati lost her digicam.
It's not our day perhaps.
To whom dat steal it, may you burn in hell!

I duno how to sum up ma entry.
Too many to sae yet so lil' tyme.
Nothin new uh?
It's weird how we start our dae so early fo breakfast.
As early as 8am at harborfront. Crazy!
Dat hungry watie was indulged wit her boiled egg & thosai.
While irene havin noodles in e mornin.
Whatta heavy meal.
E sight of food in e mornin always make me puke.
Dats left wit me, aiyda & suria.
Havin a cup of cold drinks each. Hehe!

She influenced us not to punch card. Notty aiyda.
Thanks suria fo e company.
Met up wit sexy bitch = khairul, hot mama = chucky & new "achi" in town = lailta.
Dey had a heavy dinner. Minus me.
I only had a cup of ribena.
Wen fo an ice-cream spree before dey wen puffin.
Sum role-play goin on. Poor chucky, exhausted!
It was sumhow rejuvenatin to go spend ma evenin wit dem.

But e farney part was, me & chucky blushed at one moment.
We refused eye contacts. Nor look at each otha.
Conclusion made: It's heartmeltin.
Thanxs fo e beautiful gift switheart. I love it.
Hope you love e gift I gave you too.

On e wae back, camwhorin wit him was sucha a hassle.
Spit sum sense to him!! He look gewd juz e wae he is.
But, I always love to be aroun his arms.
Asylum.
Due to sum bladder problem, bof of us drop at an unknown stop to hunt fo nearby toilet.
Phew! Lucky we did.
More tyme spend togetha. How much I love it.
Reach hme only by midnite.
Otha den dat, its our dirty lil' secret.

Thou sum gossips goin aroun bout me & abg nas.
Thanxs fo informin me bout e matta ya.
We're kewl. He's wae ma age.
But, even if we reali r datin, does dat bother anyone?
Jealousy is e word. Paranoia is e otha.
But it's ironic how e whole turmoil came bout.
Had a gewd laugh wit chucky bout it.
Nothin will ever bring us dwn.
Those admin & ticketin bimbos.
Lyke not enuf werk to do. *middle finger up*

Sorie kak ef. Sorie yaya. Sorie maggie.
Won't b joinin you gurls to party @ MOS.
Ma salary was postponed due to ma manager's carelessness, we nid to endure e circumstances.
Haf a blast der witout me. *sobs*
Aniwae, HAPPY BOOBSDAY MAGGIE.

Till den peeps. May Allah bless you.

:.` dollin up to mit ma bietches `.:

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