A thing called love.

".. I'm a nobody until I was talked about; You know you love me .." - Gossip Girl

xoxo, Sery Danceholic

Monday, July 31, 2006 @ 11:16 PM

*// Brusque.

Impatiently awaits fo ma ferst dae of werk tomoro.
A rash of frantic got hold of me.
Scent of fresh air. New uniform.
Mates turn colleagues.
On a positive note, pray me well ya'all.
I will neva give up till success is behold.

Besides dat, im enrollin maself fo nyte classes.
Not now, soon.
Afta settlin down in ma new job.
Diploma in Hotel & Resort Management.
Sense e urge of ambitious runnin thru ma veins?
Hahas.

*winks to Chucks*
He's ma inspiration, of late.
So baby, wen u're enrollin to SIM?
Or grabbin e fitness instructor offer?
Follow ur heart.
I'll always pray e best fo ur future endeavours.
Im here to always catch if u ever gona fall.

Thanxs Momma fo bein oh-so undastandin.
No objection made.
I will neva fail you cos you noe why?
Im puttin you at e best in ma heart.
Love ya loads.

:.`meetup wit Khairul before proceedin to Sentosa`.:
Ma ferst dae lar! Won't wana get lost you see.
Hahas.

Gd nytes & slumber well fellas.
May Allah bless ur soul.
Insyallah.

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Saturday, July 29, 2006 @ 10:47 PM

*// Mixed emotions.

Ferst & foremost, Happy Boobsdae Nadya.
May Allah bestow never-endin blessin to you & family.
And, kept awae frm evil doin.
Hopefully, dis frenship last fo eternity.
I heard e bf wana fly her wit hotair balloon se.
Aww, so romantic. I wish ma bf wud do dat too.
Sorie cant join. I peh beban nari.
Forget to bring ma hanfon.
Duno how to contact ya'all. *sobs*

I hafta agree wit ma colleagues.
Im an emo gurl todae. Blieve it or not?
A tinch of heavy-heart yet delighted.
Confused, I must say.
It was quite overwhelmin, undenially.
Only ma soul cud feels e secluded emotion.
I had neva felt dis wae fo sumtyme.

Chucks encouragement put me in gewd boots.
Dat's why our love grew so strongly.
Only Allah can explain e gratitude.
I promise, will move forward pwetty soon.
Scripts to memorize ryte baby?
You're ma mentor. Teehee.
Luv ya skin deep.

Kencet neva fail to make me smile.
Si Ramli plak, tak abis buat lawak tau!
Bestfren la katakan. *smirks*
Lunch wit Faizal, June & Sulaiha can neva b betta.
Camwhorin session wit Lyka & Faisal at Hub1.
Roanna & Daniel awaits patiently till im done wit closin.
A dinner date wit Meiling bids e farewell.
Fiona refused to blieve it's ma last dae, todae.
E warmth hug by Wati.
Digiphoto gang reali touched ma heart.
Shuyu, sorie to put you in dis plight. Love ya still!
Animal Unit welcome me wit open arms.
Tram driver uncles gona miss ma crankiness in e mornin.
See.... How ma lyfe revolves in e island?
Der's more den juz dis.
Bt, I wont wana bore ya'all wit ma endless rants.

Gewdbye Hub1. Gewdbye Hub3.
Palawan Amphitheatre... Here I cum!

:.` heartpourin session wit Hubba `.:

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Friday, July 28, 2006 @ 10:20 AM

*// Agony or bliss.

Im feelin e pinch of ma last dae creepin by.
Reality bytes! I noe.
Emotion runnin darn low.
Leavin e job wasn't a factor dat cause dis breakdown.
It's e soulmates I've made thruout e process.
Dey've been of gweat companionship.
Witout mentionin names, dey shud noe who dey're.

P.S. June's testimonial reali put me in tears.
It make ma heart feel heavy.
Dun tink too highly of me babe.
Im always a fon kol awae.

A new job. Whole new experience.
A bunch of kicka*s colleagues.
And of cos, brand new dramas.
Startin maself frm scratch & puttin maself back on e stage.
Only now, im gona b a show presenter, I hope.
Thanxs fo keep believin in me ya guys.
Esp, ma deary Khairul & Hameed.
You've been e best of late.
I aint gona blow dis chance awae.

On an unrelated note,
Chucks is undergoin recuperatin period.
Hopefully, e physiotherapy speed up his recovery.
A 6cm deep cut. Bad abrasions on e legs.
Only Allah noes, how it tears ma heart apart.
No matta how scarred you're.
Im still pwetty much in love wit ya.
Get well soon hubby.

Im contented to haf gurls nyte out.
To Zouk or rather Phuture.
Wit ma 3Es swithearts - Efny, Eila & E'en.
Wellspent I must say.
Thou sum unruly behavior by few guys.
Those typical malay guys irks me.
Bluergh!

E otha was ma picnic wit Bietches Inc.
Short, sweet & simple.
It always feel gewd to catch up wit ur closest.
Dey've neva once fail to make me laugh.
Thou e downpour, it didnt alter our mood.
Im blessed.

Few of ma besties haf been checkin up on me.
On e regular basis dat is.
Thanxs fo showerin me wit endless attention.
And, yes im leavin ma job.
We cud chillout lyke we used to.
Hahas. *winks*

Panic in his eyes.
Those guys r drivin him up e wall.
I meant e umpteen unfamiliar numbers.
E msgs & calls r pure irritant.
Whoever you're please stop dis crap dis instance.
Aniwae, I alreadi report to Starhub.
So b well prepared fo a waning letter.
Serve ya'all ryte!

:.`off fo ma lunch date wit e new colleagues`.:

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Wednesday, July 26, 2006 @ 4:39 PM

*// Random-ness.

I deeply need to be back in his arms.

I heart ma Hirok Pikoks skin deep.

I hate yet love ma job. *e fact dat imbiddin gdbye*

I feel dat jealousy is not our forte.

I believe honesty is usually the best policy.

I haf tink alyke twins, Suria. *xcept dat she's smarter*

I gain a look alyke twin, Shimin. Teehee.

I curse sometimes.

I have changed tremendously mentally & physically.

I carry our portrait wereva I go.

I'm strike by paranoia at tymes.

I'm determine to join e animal unit & work ma a*s off.

I'm a sushi addict.

I've blackjet out-of-bed hairstyle.

I like the way I look. *im imperfect yet complete*

I practically wear trackpants or girl boxer to bed.

I pwetty much go fo retail therapy.

I don't hate anyone.

I haf fetish fo vectors.

I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I haf.

I haf a bundle of joy called friends dat kept me sane.

I have pecked someone of the same sex.

I'm a danceholic but, dat doesnt mean im gewd.

I find tyme to take a stroll wit Momma.

I own ma N6280 wit ma hard earn money.

I believe in Allah & to him I seek solace.

I watch MTV on a daily basis.

I've rejected someone before.

I plan a whole new journey of ma career.

I smile coyly wen Nurul calls.

I want to have his child wen we're officially married.

I'm allergic to unruly behaviour.

I often haf a kick a*s tyme wit ma Sengal Clan.

I would die for friendships.

I & Chucks r a huge fan of Spongebob Squarepants.

I am contented in lyfe.

I'm obsessed wit ma Bietches antics.

I am comfortable wit who I am right now.

I start to love animal yet learn to abuse dem appropriately.

I'm dreamin to b a show presenter, one day.

I spend ridiculous money on makeup.

I'm proficient in ma trombone.

I hate office jobs.

I love his wet kisses.

I used to fall for e wrong people.

I can't live without black eyeliner.

I usually like covers better than originals.

I still have every journal I've ever written in.

I carry all ma emotions in my sleep.

I forget things by drainin it out ma blood vessel.

I may forgive but, scars still remains deep.

I haf music vibes in ma blood.

I can't stand one person that I work wit.

I go full blast weneva go party-in at clubs.

I dance fo passion neva fo attention means.

I truly treasure Masilah

I am a caffeine junkie.

I lyke a person of e same sex. *Jessica Alba drools me*

I'm conservative yet still enjoys wat lyfe gotta offer.

By e wae, huge thanxs fo Kak Ef.

You did a gweat job to align ma bloggy.

Lup u many-many uh!

Will update bout ma daily rants soon.

Too much to say, yet so lil' tyme.

:.`off to visit ma Chucks at SGH`.:

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Sunday, July 09, 2006 @ 10:47 PM

- E gorgeous, Nadya -

P.S. Puttin dis as e ferst pic may boost ma stats counter.
She's a hotcake.

- Party scene -

- So shweet -

- CEO Efni larlin -

- Jay Archilles -

- Adik aka Mazyguy -

- Make a wish & blow -

- Hirok Pikoks in limelight -

- Let's get zany -

- Engrossed -

- Featurin Queen Alya & Pwincess Dini -

- Ernie aka Princess Arwen still lingers -
P.S. Been admirin her beauty fo decades.
Since e AM trend begun.
Total flabbergusted to see her face-to-face.

- Now & forever Jaymelia -

- Stoned. Missin him kills -

- Honey Yaya!!! *muacks* -

- Bbq madness -

*// Miraculous.

Work has been a hindrance fo e chalet.
Flu bug was e otha.
Umpteen kol-s frm e colleagues.
But a getawae wit e closest kinda rejuvenatin.
Thou, I was quite fatigue. Got hold of maself.
Havin all e heavenly thots of dem.
Their antics has always made me smile.
E emptiness heals wen dey're all by me.
I love each of dem.
Ma one & only: Hirok Pikoks!

3 burfdae babies tuer: Adik, Efni & Jay.
Happy Burfdae Darlings.
May Allah bestow neva endin blessings.
Juz so you noe, ya'all plays a huge role in ma lyfe.
Live to a rip age in gewd health. Insyallah.

A complete chaotic burfdae bash.
Chuber eh! Overcrowded wit Efni's fans.
You peh hot dat day. Tak ble angkatz!
Uuu, favor uh... Tahun depan book padang kay?
Takde la I & Eila pikiran pening susun kerusi. Teehee.
E attendees were overwhelmin.
Lucky, all o' us were prepared wit loads of munches.
Sum even came twice. Can't get enuf of her.
Or mere spyin?
God noes. Haha.

Anotha issue of bombardin while we were in bliss.
Hate-taggin in cafe. Sound familiar?
Not surprised! Nothin new.
Peh beban! Alreadi ol' enuf to tink.
Yet, vewi naive & childish acts.
Eeee yeee!!! Stinky heart pple.
I gues dey simply juz admire ma favorite artis.
Siti Nurhaliza pon tk dpt publicity mcm u.
Chin up Nadya. Juz remember, "You're simply gorgeous".
Mata dorg merah uh tengok ke-anggunan you.

Not only dat, Adik pon dpt msg la ok!
"Ikot jalan yg benar".
Ya Allah, ustaz & ustazah in-e-makin la plak.
Reflect yaself back in e mirror to say those words.
Sorry la kan jalan yg benar....
Kita jln yg tk benar mintk ampon, mintk maap...
Khairpuikk! If you geddit, dat's mere sarcasm.

Especially to dis kiddos: *two middle fingers up*
Feel e pinch? Dat's juz too mini.
I juz wana engage in fisticuffs wit ya'all.
Fo always makin a daily topic in ur monotonous lyfe.
Pls take huge dosage of go-get-a-lyfe tablets.

:.` torn without ma Superman `.:

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Thursday, July 06, 2006 @ 10:24 AM

*// You're in ma dreams.

I dreamt bout Chucks last nyte.
It was so passionate. And, since I miss him dis much.
I juz won't wana wake up so I give ma Star Ambassador a miss.
Acerli, it was merely cos of e chalet wit e closest.
Teehee. Cos I miss dem too. Gee!~
But on a related note, flu bug has hit me.
Thanxs Kenji fo sparin dat thot fo me.

Shucks! Minah rock ni smack gua ar.
Here goes nothin.

Name 20 people you can think of right now.
Don't read the question(s) until you named e 20 people.
At e end of this, choose 5 people to do this.

1) Shahril - ma deary Chucks
2) Kencet - bestest bestfren
3) Suria aka Mermaid
4) Aiyda aka Belle
5) Watie aka Cinderella
6) Shimin aka Winnie e Pooh
7) Miss Icez
8) Princess Dee
9) Senorita Dayah
10) Cip Efni
11) Nadya Camelia
12) Nurul Ain
13) Siti Masilah
14) Nasruniza
15) Suratmi
16) Clark Kent, Latna
17) Aidil - ma bombard partner
18) Din - e closest confidante
19) Zaki - pair of listenin ears
20) Mamat - cool yet kick a*s

How do you meet #14 (Masilah)?
Thru a past addiction. Bof stab me yet she still stand by ma side till now.
*blows a kiss*

What would you do if you never meet #1 (Shahril)?
I wud neva haf felt dis unique love we've been buildin up ever since.
Mite b single & moanin ma days thru.
Neva ghetto now e wacky family of his.

What if #9 (Dayah) and #20 (Mamat) dated?
I bet its oh-so romantic.
But yet, she is so deep in love wit Adik.
While he's datin Hilary Duff. Teehee!

Would #6 (Shimin) and #17 (Aidil) makes good couple?
Dat wud neva werk fo him nor her.

Describe #3 (Suria).
We can read each otha minds even witout verbal.
Nor speaks e same ting witout planning.
A quiet turned chaotic partner-in-crime.
Takin up her degree soon.
Sports is our forte. Brazil is our glory.

Is #8 (Dee) attractive?
Yup, indeed! I've always been amazed by her.

Describe #7 (Eila)?
A sweet yet blunt in her words.
Conservative but ever fashionable.
Blissfully attached to #16 (Latna).
An IT genius at IBM.

Do you know any of e #12 (Nurul Ain) family members?
Yup, pwetty much especiali e mom.

What would you do if #18 (Din) confess to you that he likes you?
Oh my god! He's ma bestfren.
I noe his taste & I noe e plight he's goin thru now.
Take gewd care.

What language does #15 (Suratmi) speaks?
Duh! English & Malay. Includes our "I language".

Who is #14 (Niza) going out with?
Used to be ma bro den a ckassmate o' mine.
Now, attached to "I-dunno-who".

How old is #16 (Latna)?
Teehee. 26? 27? Oops! Not quite sure.

When was e last tyme you spoke to #13 (Masilah)?
A few days ago in e taggy. I miss her sia.

Who is #2 (Kencet) favorite band / singer?
Lemme guess.... Rammstein.
Hope e answer didnt disappoint ya.

Would you ever date #4 (Aiyda)?
I wud love to. Unless bof of us r single.
*winks*

Would you ever date #1 (Shahril)?
We've been datin ever since.
Countless tyme. Ma one & only.

Is #15 (Suratmi) single?
Yeah! Grab her while available.
She's a cute gypsy ridin a sonic bike.

Is #19 (Zaki) your good friend?
No. He's one of ma bestfren uh. I heart euu!

What's #10 (Efni) last name?
Queen of sarcasm & Dimple lady.

Would you be in a relationship with #11 (Nadya)?
I wish I cud. She's e epitome of gorgeousness.
Can I be wit you? *chuckles*

School of #3 (Suria)?
Erm, eitha NTU on NUS.

Where does #6 (Shimin) lives?
Teck whye. Near to ma crib.

What's your favorite thing bout #5 (Watie)?
Her reactions wen got bully.
She ain't kol-ed a gelek queen fo nothin.
Dey wae she stand up fo her friends.

Have you ever seen #2 (Kencet) naked before?
Crazy dumba*s.

E five Lucky charms im gonna tag are:
!~*Since Princess Dee had tagged e otha, im taggin a different bunch*~!
!~*Must do tau! Kalo tak, LU TAK GEREK UH*~!
(i) Nadya Camelia
(ii) Masilah
(iii) Nurul Ain
(iv) Shimin aka Winnie e Pooh
(v) Watie aka Cinderella

:.`get dress fo chalet. yeay-ness.`.:

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Tuesday, July 04, 2006 @ 11:25 PM

*// Ain't no other man.

Since you been gone, I cant breathe fo e ferst tyme.
Missin euu skin deep.
E portrait of us has kept me lucid.
And, he sent e hunkie pix of him in army uniform.
I kept gazin. Aww... ma dearest medic man.
*total mesmerized*
Duno how long I can bare.
Only Allah noes how tragical it is fo me.
Chucks, I nid to b back in ur arms.
Take care switheart.

Emptiness crept by thru ma soul.
Undenial it's hard to live by witout ur love ones.
Blithe is e word to show ma appreciation.
Nurul Ain fon call truly enlighten me.
Bietches Inc has play a crucial part in ma lyfe.
Ramli. Kencet. Wati. Gave me their attention.
E beautiful souls feelin ma plight.
Thanxs frm e bottom of ma heart.
Witout dem, im secluded.

Sucha hectic week ahead.
Keepin maself busy as days passed by.
Hopin wen im snap back to reality,
He's back in front of ma eyes fo adoration.

Wednesday: Star Ambassador course.
Thursday - Friday: Hirok Pikoks chalet.
Saturday: Short date wit Chucks.
Sunday: Hittin e beach wit Bietches Inc.
Monday: Dinner blast wit a bunch of kick a*s colleagues.

Gosh! Can I haf a dosage of slumber party?
Enervate. Fatigue. Debilitate. Drain.
Sum it all up, im tired.
Lyfe been a lil dreadful @ work.
Anti-social bug gona hit me soon.
Been workin alone fo e past 2weeks.
Idiots! *sigh*

:.`closin ma eyes, prayin to Allah to keep us near`.:

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