- what's left of me -

*// Warm wishes.

Let's bid farewell to 2006.
And, hello 2007.
Plus, Selamat Hari Raya Haji to all Muslims.
May Wak Karim & Cik Tina b back safely frm Mecca.
Hopefully e pilgrimage is fully accepted by Allah.
Ma prayers always be wit you.

E foam party @ Sentosa nor countdown @ Vivocity.
Blieve it or not, I miss it.
Thou I pwetty much yearn to spend e nyte wit Chucks.
I'm sure he's havin a kick a*s tyme.
Bliss to self was ma choice.
It's been dreadful lately.
But thanxs Allah fo e strength he instil in me.
I ain't reminiscin bout e 2006's journey.

I'm down on bended knees to Allah.
To ma family, friends, Chucks + family & even fiends:
May e Almighty gives e pink of health.
Bestow neverendin happiness away from agony.
And, a successful year wit humble glory.

Ya Allah,
All e unnatural disasters affect globally.
Outragin war between Islams itself.
E execution of Saddam Hussein on Hari Raya Haji.
Widespread acts of bravery amongst teenagers.
As simple as unfilial to one's parents.

These r few of e souls dat forget their roots.
I dun judge no one. But, dis facts fear me.
Signs of kiamat r e oblivious.
Yet, people seems to b ignorant & lead their carefree lyfe.
Wat's worse, dey forget to kneel down to Allah.
E one dat gives each soul "lyfe".
E one dat gives happiness & may snatch it in a blink of an eye.
E one dat we need to b most fiery bout.
But, he's also e one dat so forgivin.
No matta how sinful it may seem,
If you choose to truly repent,
"Wen der's a will, der's a way".

Each day, I thank him to b able to be awaken.
In mornin sunshine to see ma love ones.
To appreciate e beauty of nature.
And b able to once again pray to him witout fail.
I may wen thru rough terrain.
I may b defeated in a battleship.
I may fall hard & neva get up.
But, Allah will always stay in ma heart.
Wen u start to believe in his existence.
And der's no otha god except him, Allah.
You always find peace & e way out thru all turmoil.

P.S. I'm no angel from above.
I make mistakes lyke all humans.
People tends to haf a misconception bout me.
But, wat matta r e thots frm e closest.
I do enjoy wat lyfe gotta offer.
But, I set ma boundary ryte.
And, always kept e picture of mom at e back of ma mind.
She's e ferst playback in evrythin I do.
Fo words can't describe dis gratitude to her.

Insyallah.
Amin.

" I see e love in his eyes, he'll neva b able to see it "
- DaNceHoL|c

- unwind -

- miss icez & danceholic -

- sneek peek -

- princess dee & danceholic -

- e bollywood wannabes -

- top favorite couples -

- camwhore session -

- glamorous as ever -

- headshots -

- cabbie affair -

*// Matrimony.

I simply digs weddin.
Sumtyme it zombify me.
Sumtyme its solemn.
It's a lyfelong vow fo eternity.
May you lead a blissful lyfe togetha.
With endless love.
With patience thru all odds.

Awe-ing e heavenly dias.
Amazed by e glamorous bride & groom.
Attraction to e wide spread of dishes.
A whole bunch of ma darlings.
Im super contented!

Im spreadin sum love shout-out.
Let's spread love & forsake hatred.

I wonder, wen will ma tyme cum?
Am I suppose to be sad?
Fret not, cos obviously he still cares.
Am I suppose to be happy?
It's impossible wen things go astray.
Am I suppose to be angry?
No way! Cos it's him dat matta.
I believe in Allah.
If we're meant to b togetha, we will always be.
Cos evrythin is destined, unchanged.

- snuggy manmade bed -

- get well soon, deary -

- morbid expressions -

- sickly barn owl -

*// Remorsed.

It was rescued by a relevant Cove's personnel.
Been kept overnyte before entrustin to us in e mornin.
Anguished in fear.
Sense of guilt overwhelm.
Was e peak period of our hustle & bustle routine.
Yet, I dashed to prepare blanket & heatlamp fo warmth.
Thorough body procedures to check fo injury.
Unfortunately, its an internal deface.
However, I've made sum dosage of appelin.
Hopefully miracle happens.

Dear Allah, please save e innocent lyfe. I was closed to tears upon seein its critical condition. Wen death occurs, its mind-disruption. Im in a pace to immune maself to dis. I've wen to e extreme. Please forgive me if I lose touch. Amin.

" Jangan pisahkan aku & dia
Tuhan tolongla, ku cinta dia
Biarkan kami hidup bersama
Di dalam suka & duka "
- DaNceHoL|c

- misery loves me & you -

*// Unspoken words.
Upon e heart-pourin session wit Chucks,
Tears flow freely down ma cheeks.
A feelin of dagger stabbin thru ma chest. I felt e pinch too, subconsciously. Hopefully he won't hafta succumb to ma sufferin.
His family haf grown deep in ma soul.
And, his presence completes me.
Ma prayers resides daily fo e well-bein of Chucks & family.
I luv his family. I luv him more.


To ma own Momma,
Im on bended knees pleadin fo ur return.
Lyfe is so much empty witout ya.
If only words can describe ma torment.
How missin you, kills me deep.
I luv u even more.

I ache fo wat I cant be
I cry fo wat I cant haf
I yearn fo dis void to b filled
No regret wat I cant prevent or change
I hang on an invisible string of hope
If it snap, I'm fallin hard
If I'm at e top, you'll shine
Wen I fall, you'll be safe & I topple lyke domino
Fo you, e line of ma lyfe

" Beri secebis ketulusan
Bukan sekadar sumpah atau janji
Bukan sekadar bersama "
- DaNceHoL|c

- princess Dee & danceholic Sery -

- danceholic Sery & senorita Dayah -

*// Soulmates.

Words escaped me at dis moment
Dat seems lyke its an end
Yet its only e beginnin
Wen frenship r close & dreams r far
You were der fo me

Tears fill me
Wit memories of bof gewd & bad
Sum nearly forgotten
But still dear to ma heart
You were der fo me

In tymes of trouble
And, in tymes of thanxs
You stood by ma side
And, held me up
You were der fo me

Thru ur ever-patient ears
To ur comfortin hugs
Wen I ferst saw you
And, I knew you luv me fo who I was
You were der fo me

Until e day we're old & gray
I'll always know dat
You were der fo me
As much you're here, im here fo you too.
Till e day I die, I spill ma heart fo you.

Happy 21st Burfdae Darlings o mine.
May Allah bestow never-endin happiness.
And, e pink of health. Insyallah.
Wit deepest apology to ma twins.
I was caught up @ werk & cant make it.

*// Not an average nyte of fun

ZoukOut is not juz bout e music, it's hardcore entertainment.
A major player fo dance music.
Rawk-ed e house down wit their upbeats & comic performance.
Much luv fo e Mambo Jambo arena - e hiphop thang.
Live stage arena wit bands enchantin wit their openin riffs.
Collabo wit Resfest to complement audio pleasure wit visual enticement.
Exploration of painstakin artistic processes.
Free gamin, carnival rides & drummin lessons to keep u on ur feet.
Diversity is e operative word fo entertainment now.
Sentosa bein e family fun turned into hysterical moshpit.
Goes beyond local shores.

E fantastic four: Farid, Reyl, Yande & Sery.
Ma body got into its bare-worthy status, naturally.
Had grind dirty wit Wati.
Bikini wasn't ma choice. Simplicity was ma game.
Im boozed wit Redbull to get ma booty shakin.
No alcohol needed.
Miraculously, no camwhorin session eitha.
All I need was a spoonful of Chucks & a huge dosage of groove.
Wit, a tinch of laughta.
Hit e sack bout 6am @ e Amphitheatre.
Cos e two zombies werkin. *smirks*
None otha den me & Chucks.

Unbelievable, how I got noticed.
Least standin in e crowd wit minimal makeup.
Arrayed in a simple tee. Hahas!
Was it our lunatic acts on dancefloor?
Or is it just e lame a*s nerdy?
Tell me.
Thanxs fo e drop by in ma tag.

" Sebisa mungkin sayangku tak pernah hilang "
- DaNceHoL|c