A thing called love.

".. I'm a nobody until I was talked about; You know you love me .." - Gossip Girl

xoxo, Sery Danceholic

Monday, December 31, 2007 @ 10:09 AM

*// Procrastinatin

Some miraculous occurred & is best kept silent.
This entry won't be e typical-achievement-and-failure-list.
It's more of gratitude to ma nest where I vent all emotions.
Since http://raver-danceholic.blogspot.com was established,
I never once felt stranded.

Fo what I've not achieved, I'll try without fail.
Fo what I've achieved, I'll keep ma head low.
Fo what I've plan to achieved, I'll prioritize it's flow.
But, fo whatever reason it may be,
I thank Allah neither givin nor takin of ma posession.
Cos' only he knows what's best fo me~!

Happy Blissful New Year~!
Share e Joy, Spread e Laughter & Show e Love.

:.` Mengapa berat ungkapkan cinta padahal ia ada `.:

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Tuesday, December 25, 2007 @ 11:54 AM

*// Enraptured

23rd of December creates a path fo two souls,
Nurulhuda & Muhammad Syawal.
Makin their way to weddin dias, knottin fo 3years.
A ravishin outlook, donned in purple.
Both of you haf made this far,
And I'm so excited fo e glorious day to come.
Happy Blissful Engagement~!

- still addictive -

- tongue-lashin -

- highskewl reminisced -

After indulgin wit finger-lickin food,
All kiddy business was put aside.
As fo a handful of us,
We do sum catchin up @ CCK Park fo more food.
I pleaded to get change before headin to Holland V.
Coffee Bean is our all tyme favorite hotspot.
As predicted, lotsa b*tchin & laughters filled e air.

- adoration -

- lets get jiggy -

- those "staring" days -

We sure missed those carefree days. Don't we?
Let's do this more frequent.
And, on this festivity I'll share ma recent addiction.
E song Kekasih Gelapku by Ungu.
Enjoy while it last. It's holiday, baby~!

:.` As our fingers entangled, nothin else matter `.:

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Monday, December 24, 2007 @ 12:51 AM

*// Triggered

Reaction lagged a few second before I responded.
Words were buried, numbed~!
Ma pair of legs wobbled, touchin, e surface of e ground.
Tears began to well up, yet again.
E thoughts of bike kept bringin shivers to ma spine.

Coincidental bump wit Vella ma ITE clown.
He's outgoin-nature neva run outta style.
Despite an amputated leg to a bike mishap.
I salute him fo his bravery to walk thru lyfe.
As we chat, some flashbacks made his tears rolled.
E hug felt as warm as before. (",)
I'm ryte here if you need me.

Moments later, anotha tragic news was broadcast.
Anotha ITE-mate was rushed to ICU & left in coma fo a week now.
Jenggo was sumone close to me back den.
A chemistry we both can't define.
He's still unconscious till dis very moment.
Please get well soon.
I need you to rock ma socks lyke you used to.

Just so you both know,

On an unrelated note, todae mark a history.
An unforgettable reunion to welcome a new year~!
Update will be up soon.

Wit Luv,
DaNceHoL|c

:.` Treasure what you've cos regret is too late when it's gone `.:

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Tuesday, December 18, 2007 @ 10:36 PM

*// Hiatus

Ironically, I got e internet access on comfy of ma bed.
Gonna blog a lil' before havin ma princessy nap.
Life been blissful, thank to e Almighty Allah fo his grace.
Work was undescripable detestable. Urgh~!
Yet, I shall take it within ma stride.
Thanks to ma backbones aka colleagues, I'm still standin strong.
E faith dey instil in me remains within.
I shall bid goodbye & never look back, one fine day.

Despite outdated, two burfdae bashes fo ma babes.
I'm blessed to have this profound frienship in ya'all.

I was overwhelmed as I set foot to Sentosa.
It's was flashbacks of memories which hit ma soul deeply.
A sentimental emotion could be felt.
I hold back e tears & got in e hype of excitement.
A great escapade we should do more often.
How serene~!
Mel's Babesday at Coastes Beach Bar:

- Miss Icez & Sery Danceholic -

- Dainty -

- Limelight on us -

- Love, laugh, live -

- HPC half squad -

E surprise was meant to be fo two yet, Dee got caught up wit agenda.
And, I won't wana damage her romantic date. *winks*
I'm sure you had a blastful thou I failed to con you. Oops~!
Hence we called fo a Plan B to head down Vivo City.
Heartbreak Kid deserve 4 Claps. Yeay~!
Thou draggy, it made me laugh ma a*s off.
Dida's Babesday Surprise:

- Stairway of joy -

- Wen four is not a crowd -

- Spreadin e love -

- Gettin whackier -

- Vivo City splendour -

- Partners in crime -

E cake unseen to e naked eyes till Dida open e boot.
It caught her by surprise hence, a shriek hailed.
A simple gift openin ceremony.
Headed fo a humble candle blowin session by e roadside.
Using a portable table (Thanks to e apek~!).
It was e thoughts dat count.
And, of cos an extraordinary one, I hope. *chuckles*

- Surprise @ Jay's boot -

- Impromptu -

And so it came to a point where goodbye was e hardest to utter.
E bond which grew from mere colleagues to close friends,
But now separate by e distance as he made his flight.
I'm here to support you lyke I always do.
Good luck Starkey in ur Flight Steward career fo KLM.
I always pray fo ur safety & be back soon.
Missed those whacky tymes we had.

Your Truly,
Your Chief Stewardess.

- Xena's fanatic, Ayiyiyiyiyiyiyie -

- E one dat rock ma sock -

To HIM,
You've touched ma heart lyke no other.
Despite it was an 1hr 39min 45sec dinner date,
E words you expressed made me flabbergusted.
E stares you gave made ma eyes sparkled.
Indeed it's thru babe, tyme is not a factor.
I believe it now, undoubtedly~!

:.` Those short, exchange gazes made e heart grow fonder `.:

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Monday, December 03, 2007 @ 11:39 AM

*// Sentimental

I ponder upon Akon's video clip.
A respectable artist to be precise.
Whom was a convict but, never hide under e blanket.
Most of his songs inspires me.
And, this was blastin in ma MP3 playlist.
Not all coincides wit ma life.
But, as I listen each word of each sentence,
Somehow ma heart sank.

You meant more den e whole world to me.
As I grew 21 years in ur warm embrace & complete dedication,
E pain & tears you'll go through,
I was always there to held ur head up high.
Knowing that I was ur strength to say ur guts out wen things go wrong.
I can't look thru ur eyes seein all e tears you hide inside.
Yet, I can lend you ma shoulder if you need it to cry on.
Happy Blissful Burfdae Momma~!

Disclaimer: Some of e lyrics are alter as means of dedication to ma Momma.

Sorry, Blame it On Me - Akon

As life goes on I’m starting to learn more and more about responsibility
I realize everything I do is affecting the people around me
So I want to take this time out to apologize for things i have done
And things that have not occurred yet
And the things they don’t want to take responsibility for

I’m sorry for the times I left you home
I was on the road and you were alone
I’m sorry for the times that I had to go
I’m sorry for the fact that I did not know
That you were sitting home just wishing we
Could go back to when it was just you and me
I’m sorry for the times I would neglect
I’m sorry for the times I disrespect

I’m sorry for the wrong things that I’ve done
I’m sorry I’m not always there for you're
I’m sorry for the fact that I'm not aware
That you can’t sleep at night when I am not there
Because I am in the streets like everyday
Sorry for the things that I did not say
Like how you are the best thing in my world
And how i'm so proud to call you my Mum

I understand that there are some problems
And I am not too blind to know
All the pain you kept inside you
Even though you might not show
If I can apologize for being wrong
Then it’s just a shame on me
I’ll be the reason for your pain and you can put the blame on me

You can put the blame on me
Said you can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me

Sorry for the things that he put you through
And all the times you didn’t know what to do
Sorry that you had to go and sell those packs
Just trying to stay busy till you heard from dad
And you would rather be home with all your kids
As one big family with love and bliss
And even though pops treated us like kings

He got a second wife and you didn’t agree
He got up and left you there all alone
I’m sorry that you had to do it on your own
I’m sorry that i went and added to your grief
I’m sorry that i grew up way too fast
I wish i would’ve listened and be there for you
I’m sorry your life turned out this way
I’m sorry that the feds came and took him away

I’m sorry that it took so long to see
They were dead wrong trying to put it on me
I’m sorry that it took so long to speak
But i was on tour with gwen stefani
I’m sorry for the hand that she was dealt
For the embarrassment that she felt
Just a little young girl trying to have fun
Her daddy should never let her out that young
Even though the blame’s on you
I’ll take that blame from you

And you can put that blame on me
You can put that blame on me
And you can put that blame on me

:.` And, I never felt this way before `.:

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Saturday, December 01, 2007 @ 1:04 PM

*// Tender-heart

In e midst of ma haphazard schedule each day,
I'm strugglin to fulfill all ma weekend plan.
From a Swensen dinin wit Umra.
To family get togetha @ Pasir Ris.
From a dinner @ Fish & Co wit e colleagues.
To meetup session wit HIM.

Yet, I manage to squeeze a second or two.
As I browsed thru those photo albums,
It slapped me hard & tears were inevitable.
Despite e contentment in life,
A hollow, empty heart yearn fo ma late grandparents.
An upliftin prayer I kept as each days & years bypass.

Bein a adrift from parents due to ma upbringin,
I could never thank Allah enough dat I've dem to fall upon to.
Bein forsake since childhood to reasons I shall not elborate,
I could never thank Allah enough dat I've dem to always dote on.

When things got haywire, dey hugged me in their warm embrace.
When I fall, dey rubbed a lump of their hair to ma bruise.
When I faint in e middle of e nyte, dey backride me to hospital.
These littlest things made dem so fond to ma heart.

I'm dismay not becos dey left,
As I'm sure dey're in good hands of Allah.
I'm dismay becos I've yet to repay much kindness to dem.
Dat was ma unreturnable vow to dem.
Yet, bein by their side durin moments of their last breathe,
And recallin how tattered I was,
It left a hidden scar.

:.` Ma thoughts of you lives by through ma every breathe `.:

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