".. I didn't realize there's no other remedy to end this pain cause you've the key to my heart .."

*// Music to my soul

Through busy days, I seek solace to this kind of melancholic tunes especially from Avenged Sevenfold. When hope begins to fade, I kept speeding through the weeks, with nothing but work. And, that race of time is killing me softly. Even the matter of heart was near to forgotten. Being in a state of undenial is not of great help and confusion is bad for health. I hope this bygone soon. Hopefully this heart will make a right decision with no hesitation. It's never too late than never. Still search but, never finding a way but purpose is still hard to find.

Till the day I'm back, enjoy the video clips. =)


".. That feeling of doubt is erased
I'll never feel alone again with you by my side
You're the one and in you I confide .."

*// Starry night

Yes, Friday is here again and I can smell weekend heading my way. No excitement yet, its another day of work. No matter how worn out, I felt a tinge of satisfaction as each day goes by. Nurul (high schoolmate) called for a chillout session at our hotspot, Southview with Ariff and Faiz but, it was tad too late. That place was the days of our lives while we donned in our awful uniform every afternoon till late. A few minutes later, Efni larling send a text message that they're in Sentosa and I'm already home. How ill-fated can it be? And so, it's no shocker I'm officially a bummer today.

P.S. Aiyda & Watie thanks for the sumptous dinner at Fish & Co. Sitting down at the sidewalk, embracing the moment together. We may not meet as often as any best girlfriends would due to self-commitments and whatnots but, as long deep thoughts are kept it's much meaningful. Viva forever, Bietches Inc. =)

:.` The greatest gift is found in the heart of a true friend `.:

*// Sweet solitude

Despite having the best time again in Sentosa, I've start to missed my close at heart colleagues from Singapore Discovery Centre. Their presence remain absolute in my life. Although the tremendous hatred for the place, these bunch of people made up to it. From snoring away at staff lounge to bit*hing in F-Language. From endless talks to meaningful dining. From morning mood swings to afternoon daily complains. How can I ever forget all those? Fun days, undenially. Therefore a wedding dinner spice up our evening to emotional remedy for me. A simple reception done at Bayview Hotel to share her meaningful day. May faith be with us and we shall crosspath again once upon a time. Insyallah.

*// Bundle of joy

Happy Babesday to the July babies of mine - Triple Threat.


My presence may not be felt and the absence is so inevitable. As much as I crave for a frequent meetup session but, work is taking a toll on me. Nevertheless, deep in my heart I know you're enjoying every inch of it and that's what matters. Most importantly may Allah bestow neverending health and wealth. Just so you know, this friendship have no ending and I love you infinity times. You remain fond to my heart today, tomorrow and for eternity.

My deepest miss goes to you, Hirok Pikoks~!

On an unrelated note,
I lost my love - dear Hope (Black Palm Cockatoo). I'm starting to miss handfeeding and hearing him vocalizing. To see him each day, fighting a battle of its illness. But all it's left now is untainted memories. I gotta be a tough nut cause working in this line are prone to such things. A living thing will find its death one way or another, somehow someday. May you rest in peace and we reunite when the day comes. A mishap have to happen at work hence I couldn't make it to the agenda at East Coast despite excitedly awaiting. My deepest apologies, darlings.

P.S. Thanks for the late night touchdown at Newton last Friday, dearest Bestfriends. It made my super hectic week a pleasant one. Those nonsensical antics and our little chats cleared the haze I was suffering.

:.` To go beyond the surface, to reach into your soul `.: