It was so near yet so far, my close shave to Avenged Sevenfold was heartbreaking. Fortunately the only redemption is 13th November 08 - Rihanna. This is the first in my entire life, splurging that amount of money to watch a concert. I entrusted the tickets with you since I am such a klutz of late. You're the bestest bestfriend one could ever wish for. Come home from KL soon hor, weekend is so mundane without those late nights till dusk usual routine. It ain't what you want just that your company is so unreasonable. To cheer you up a little, ironically I missed you laughing at me when I mess the table while eating (those dinner, dessert and supper all in one night). To think it's a good diet as long we refrain from rice but, we gobbled down twice of our usual intake. Miracle don't happen all the time. Ridiculous lor~! Gosh, you're an a*shole hokay. But, you can always stand under my umbrella as much as how you allow me too.

Am I sweet or what? So now stop callin me names, can you? =)

Exactly a month after 13th December 08 - Zoukout. For this reason, working in Sentosa never fails to make me smile every year. To be exact, its those free tickets to brace this event. Hopefully my dislocated backbone behave itself this month and thereafter. I just need this to regain my touch of grooving after the longest. It's a day to let my hair down and just do what I do best. But while most booze their night away, I'll stick to the fizzy Redbull shots I had for every Zoukout. I don't need alcohol intake to make me high on the dancefloor, you see.

Any takers? Let's chill by the beach - the place where I call home.

".. My heart is in two different places, My love have two different faces

But, I can't kept my heart from two diffrent places .." - Usher.

What's more chaotic, the lift chose to breakdown on us. It was a little tensed at first as there's a 6-month-old baby. Alhamdulilah, no power failure occurred or else ventilation will be scarced. To break the emotion we chanted some prayers. Followed by some laughing remedy and a video as remembrance. It took about half an hour for them to come. I didn't know emergency case took that long. But, that doesn't altered our high spirits (besides taking the stairs to the 7th storey at the next stop) an inch. We still merrily singing in the van.

A visit to Muhammadiyah Nursing Home, never fails to cause such drastic emotional change to my whole family. Despite trying our best to bring joy and laughter, we know that tears were brimming ready to flow. Listening to a few tragic stories and lifelong torment. But, their perseverance is something I really admire. And it's brings a kind of sentiments whenever they looked forward to our arrival. One even waited at the doorstep to welcomed us.

".. A mother can take good care of 10 children but, it's indefinite that 10 children can give equal care to a mother .."

- It's really this disheartening.

P.S. It's my last specialist appointment to ensure I am really fit for work. I will commence to my busy schedule by tomorrow. Work always takes most of my time so, till my next update.

Dearest Masilah,

Thanks for clinic-companion to get my painkiller injection.
Thanks for that sumptuous treat at New York New York.
Thanks for the short retail therapy at Cotton on.
Thanks for being a friend in need and indeed.

Though you just took your flight back to Abu Dhabi in 24 hours odd, I have start to miss you so. Hope you like my less than perfect birthday gift for you. For whatever decision you make whether to hang on or lose the grip, I hope you know your family, friends and boyfriend will be here for you. In no time, you'll be back in your loved ones embrace. Hang in there okay? Sincerest love. *muacks*

On an unrelated note, I am officially a reckless dimwit for misplacing (or allow people to steal) my Coach Mini Skinny and all its contents. Goodbye A7X, there goes my chance to meet my favorite band but most importantly in surprising a particular person as a birthday gift. I thought of settling on the second best which is Ungu but unfortunately, its left with single seats. I really need a lucky star this month. Thank God the Rihanna ones are in safe hands. At least there's still something to smile about.

P.S. The very next day, that a*shole that steals have the audacity to post my wallet and IC in the mailbox but, ran off with the rest. Thank you but, no thanks~! May karma bestow upon you for committing such a despicable act. Why do I have a strong feeling its a Malay-born doing this? *double the sigh*

Despite in a state of nausea and as I browse through some school notes, I decided to penned down my blastful yearly event with my dearly clan. With three cars being our side kicks, we roamed up to eight houses. Courtesy of Getzby, RX8 and Suzuki. I really appreciate Mas and Ah for fetching me right under my void deck with their ride. And, indeed I went solo this year without my partner-in-crime. Whoever did say three is a crowd, I'll beg to differ cause even four or more was a perfect number for me. Definitely, it's gonna be more pictures and less words.

Undoubtedly, with this bunch of people camwhoring is such an addict. Every single second counts when it comes to snapping some photos. As a tradition, it's a must to have a group shot at every house and even more informalities to speak the truth. To the extend of video-in-the-making where we sang merrily to the beats of Hari Raya. I told them, "If Suria were to watch this, they would not need any artistes for their shoot." Teehee~!

Just when we were about to leave from Bobby's abode (which happen to be the last), another hilarious encounter occurred. As you know, me and Eila took the back seats. It's dark by then and we spotted a baby roach crawling its way. And as we shout, "Uuu... Lipas, lipas". Efny and Yaya jump out of the car and we follow suit. Only that, when it's my turn paranoia strikes me hard that I literally leap to the front seat. For a moment, there goes my day of being a true woman tainted in split second.

The rest are all random snappings or else there would not be enough space to upload all of the hundreds over of pictures. Tsk~! Sometimes, I pity the cameras for having to strain themselves while we gorged ourselves with food. Dear cameras, thanks for playing a huge role for that day and never died on us. May you endure more of us to the years ahead.

And, forever it be you and us. *winks*

To more years ahead of blissful friendship, dearest HPC~! ♥

Unfortunately, nothing can ever replace the working atmosphere with my Bietches Inc. However I can only be blessed with having a decent job that I enjoyed doing. This is the first among my years of service, I had to take Medical Leave due to my unpromising health. The continous cough have led to massive chest pain and high fever. And it all started by that minor accident I encountered on the very first day of Syawal. Despite the dislocation on my backbone, I still present myself for work cause I despise getting snide remarks and having thoughts of my other Muslim colleagues to have their turn and fair share of celebrating this festive day with their family.

Nope. I did not tell anyone about this matter. Suffering sleepless nights with only a pillow to gripped hard to ease the pain. Even that late night supper with my Bestfriends, I was gritting my teeth to concealed it. And as the clock strikes 4am it got unbearable that my head was rested flat on the coffeeshop table. I was such a weakling by then and we had to call it a day. I reached my abode only to popped down those painkillers yet, I couldn't find a right spot to comfy myself to sleep. I dragged my foot to work only to find out I was deployed to do performance and other chores despite seeing my condition. Me being me, keeping mummed was the best option.

I never seek sympathy to be pampered like a princess or spread a red carpet at work. All I'm asking for is a tinge of humanity to be given a lighter job for someone whom is ill as a common understanding. Knowing that I've to juggle between school and work, I pushed myself to the limits and my condition deteriorated. Just yersterday, I was put under observation ward and got drip to simmer down my high fever. And today I am resting at home, already thinking of work tomorrow. I am just human afterall, my dear Animal Encounters.