The other is my very own bestfriend, Zaki whom turned to me as a confidante. He called in the middle at the night and waited in my neighbourhood just so he can talked with me. And yes, he too has been my great pair of listening ears whenever I start babbling endlessly. When I got hurt a couple of times even as I curse and swear, he was there to add his fair share to make me feels better. When I cried never once he stopped me from doing so. He said ".. Cry your heart out but after this, no more tears .." From being the booze-king, he channel all those emotions instead to me as a heartpouring remedy. For that, I'm really proud of his transformation and thankful he finally found the one who loves him for him. See you on Sunday~

Last but definitely not least (on another happier note), I never missed wishing my faraway Air-Stewardess a very Happy Boobsday~ Whenever I think about you and how our friendship started, I can't help but smile despite some hiccups we go through along the way upon matter of the hearts. Masilah, I lost some people whom I used to dote on like treasure chest (I'm sure you know who) but you have always been there for me. Enduring my endless whippings during those tough times. I never regretted losing them cause they led me to you. I have said this before and I'm gonna say it again, you were once my life savior when I was at the lowest and for that I have a lifetime friendship for you, that's a unbreakable vow I've made.
Come home soon, darling~

:.` True happiness consists not in the multitude of friends, but in their worth and choice`.:

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I may not be those who stay-in to watch Malaysia channels cause I am more into Indonesian non-irritating sitcoms and especially in YouTube most times. But, there's no denying that Awal Ashaari is well on his way to solidifying his status in the industry after catching my attention. I have a fetish for a guy whom is funny and able to be a great host (e.g. Aznil Nawawi, Najib Ali) and being young is a significant plus point. It's hard to miss him on weekends at Sensasi. In addition I like his distinctive short, spiky hair which adds more flavor to his already saucy appearance. Now, I have him gazing at me whenever I'm on my laptop screen. Hottt! Simply heartmelting~ What say you?

Of course, I'll never trade my Heartshape for anything in the world. I love him to bits lor~

You are deeply missed by me, my Nyai and Yai. *sobs

And that led me to the thoughts of my beloved mother. I tend to questioned myself, what would I do without her? She constantly shares the pain about her swollen leg hence, she can barely walk. Time do flies and I realize age is catching up on her. Since then, I took over her position of waking up at 5am to settle the household chores. I never sigh when asked to massage her leg in the midst of the night or take a cup of water to quench her thirst while already asleep. Now, I spend most nights sharing the bed with her. Her reason was to cherish my presence while I am not married and mine is to be her companion as much as I possibly can. For everything that we have been through, it turned me to a wiser person and that she deserves a blissful life ahead. You are the most crucial person to witness me donning my wedding gown and walk down the isle with that man, I wish to spend my whole life with. That has been my silent prayer for the person who matters most.

I don't say this often but I love you more than anything, Mama.

On an unrelated note, here's my shoutout for my dear girlfriend who turns a year older. I know you already possessed that happy ending. May you grab hold of it tightly and keep believing its existence today, tomorrow and thereafter. When things go astray or if ever you gonna fall, you know I am always here to catch you before you hit the ground. A friendship is here to stay despite the distance and our commitments but, I am always a phone call away... Always here for you. Have a fabulous celebration filled with so much love by your loved ones and since you turned 23, it will be yours for the next 23 days. This was taken last year when we had a humble celebration; overcoming our individual fears. What about this year, darling? *winks

HAPPY BOOBSDAY NURUL AIN~

:.` Life spares no time to wake up in the morning with regrets `.:

Love me or hate me, its still an obsession and that goes without saying. Yet another one of those random entry. I am turning two-years-before making the quarter century mark next month. While one will list down a long haul of wishlist, I chose to start drooling over things that literally melts my heart. Screw Coach, Louis Vuitton, Gucci (yada yada... just for the moment that is) as they become case of the ex. I am posting these picture as a 'note to self'. I earn what I harvest over my own savings and by far, I'm a proud owner of 5 Juicy Couture essential eye candies. Getting them direct from States are more worthy than those ridiculous marked up price in the local boutique. Since then I can never let go of the velour handbag I carried almost everyday! I can't wait to burst my wardrobe with their pretty trinkets and arm candies.

Prolly, the only thing on earth you'll see me turned all girlish. Haha!

P.S. And yes, I was ubberly sad when Singapore opens its boutique at Takashimaya. My close friends feel my agony and they got dragged at KL to Pavillion for the two-storey store. That means in years to come, the branding will be a common scene here. At least for now, I can enjoy and be contented being the not-so-many people who owns a Juicy Couture.

I may not be the biggest Coach's fan ever existed but, still their arm candies on certain collections never fails to tempt me. Especially the Tattersall design and Penelope edition. Now comes the Cashin' Carry inspired by Bonnie Cashin'. When I made a decision to purchase a designer good, its not about possessing it as materialistic value. How can one hesitate the authenticity of Victoria's Secret bags? Its of affordable price for anyone to even think of duplicating them. My current obsession will be Yves Saint Laurent. Honestly, I don't own tonnes of branded arm candies in fact, mine can be count by fingers but what matters to me more is the quality and not quantity. Girls will always be girls; they never have enough of shopping. If only I have the drive like Rebecca Bloomwood~

Have a splendid weekend, readers of mine!

On another backdated short outing with honey Yaya to Suntec City yet, again. This time its a JobsDB career fair which was rather disappointing but, I manage to find a better job search engine. Jobs Central has been a great life saviour. On another happier note, this friend of mine makes a great partner in crime from satisfying my cravings over food to a non-stop camwhoring session. Now, seeing the Auntie's Anne pretzels is making me drool already. The caramel dipping is the bomb, mind you! We sat by the Fountain of Wealth chit chatting and tuning in to the iPod touch while singing out loud in our own rendition of each songs. And, when I heard the Barney song we end up hugging each other at the end of it. How cute of us, really~ I can be anything I wanna be with my set of wonderful friends.

The beauty of Allah's creation never fails to baffled me. We (and a bunch of others) stood there amazed by the gradual sunset sky. I was simply awed. Subhanallah!

:.` When you are knocked down, come back up again `.: